Happy Happy Birthday baby!!!

I love you!!!

What I remember....

My grandpa James P. Murphy passed away October 1, 2007.... he lived an Old Irish Blessing.

May the road rise up to meet you.

May the wind always be at your back.

May the sun shine warm upon your face,

and rains fall soft upon your fields.

And until we meet again,

May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

FRED 2

FRED

Only You

I am starting to realize that the only person who reads my post, is my little Annie. Sometimes I even have to remind her to look at it. Especially if I know that there is something on there that I was her to see. I have started to use it more as like a journal. This past week has been a blur, actually the whole month of January is lost. It breaks my heart to say that I can't remember anything. I want to just break down and cry... I don't remember what the building looked like when it was decorated, I don't remember walking downthe isle, I don't remember looking at Annie during our vows, I don't remember if I was smiling, I don't remember if I looked happy. I don't remember kissing after the vows, or turing around and walking our the building. I don't remember what the food tasted like or how we cut the cake... I do remember getting my face coated in frosting. But it's all the little things that I don't remember. I know that I didn't get a chance to talk to a lot of people or visit or thank them for coming. I didn't get to say hello, say good bye or hug everyone as they left. I don't remember much of anything. Then as the night goes on I know that it gets worse. I feel terrible for all the people that came out to Keys on Main with us.... the ones that I didn't get a chance to visit with. I know that you came out and I soooo greatly appreciate it. The bar was packed everyone was snug in their chairs and I know that is not an excuse, I know that I should have been more sociable and spent more time with everyone I am so sorry for that. Now I know why people want to re-do their weddings and go on second honeymoons. During the first one you have no idea what is going on you just fly by the seat of your pants and hope to god that nothing fails you. I love you all each and everyone of you, that came out and was so supportive. I know that although we have come a long way there is still reservations about the lift style that Annie and I lead. We may not have any rights, and our marriage may not be legally binding. In fact right now all that we have going for us is your support and acceptance. We love you all, each and everyone one of you!!!

I hope to be getting some pictures soon to post. Although I am sure that it will just be Annie and I looking at them.
xoxo